Happiness

Everything has come to an end today

Though no one should I say, can 100 percent accepting the fact that he has gone

Even me, the phone call still “playing around” in my mind

It is glad to see that many are respectful to my dearest uncle

That many societies and associations come to take a bow, paying a respect and sending their warmest condolences

That many citizens around come out to pay a respect when uncle’s decease is brought to be buried

That even, Health Minister spares a free time to come and sees him for the last time

It is sad

To know that uncle does not go off easily during his last breath

To see many relatives shedding tears over his death

To see Brother Simon cries

To pity aunty for losing the love one, and to be lonely after all

Yet

Everyone tries to stay strong, especially aunty herself

Regardless of facing the reality

Until I am writing the blog now

I am still unable to accept that, his death is caused by severe injury of falling from the stairs

The news really gives everyone a shock

But

That is the last time to see him

I wish that the sadness will fade

And the happiness will arrive fast

Yeah

How would you define happiness?

It is a tiring long journey way back from Bentong to Penang

However

I feel that the time passes very fast

Even though it takes 4 hours to finish

Because of happiness

I realize that the time for you to spend with family is really short

You could imagine and count

How much time in your life you would able to spend

With your family to chat

And to share the family happiest moment together?

I am OMG to know that my name should be Boon Keat/ Seng Kai before Seng Wah is set

I am OMG to know that there is company to find me for milk powder’s advertisement when I am baby

I am OMG to learn that the aunty lives opposite my grandma’s house, always looks down on my grandparents for picking food from the rubbish due to poverty

I am OMG to know that my dad earns money for my uncle to sit for SCE exam

(That’s why aunty says my daddy loves my third uncle the most, and to be heartbroken by his passing away)

I am OMG to know a lot a lot of interesting stuff that I yet to know

All the sweets and sours

It is happiness that gives me the chance to know them

It is spending the time with family that gives me the opportunity to know them

That

I am appreciating even it only lasts for 4 hours

It is happiness

When you can spend times with your loves one

It is happiness

When you can live simple, relax and healthily

It is happiness

When you are able to be a filial son/ daughter

It is happiness

That Uncle’s passing away does not bring a tiring burden

It is happiness

That Bro Joey, Simon and Sis Chris are appreciating aunty more

It is happiness

To let go everything that is sad

Just like how I accept my condition of being a post-treatment cancer patient status

And to lead a work hard play hard life

Only when you learn to be gratitude and appreciating

Everything is a happiness

So

I define my happiness

As: If you feel it is happiness, then it is

No matter in what so ever way

Happiness is surrounding us

I wish that

Uncle would rest in peace

And all his family members could let go,

Could live their life

To the fullness of happiness

God bless

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Edited the rating review for Pirates of Carribean 4: On Stranger Tides on 24th May 2011