Thursday, June 30, 2011

Dark of Moon: Not Losing Your Own Faith


Finally I manage to watch Transformers: Dark of the Moon (DOM) today
After buying the first time tickets, and not watching it

OK
Stop asking me when I watched Transformers and Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen
As I did not watch the first one
I only watch the second one
Which the plot is totally screwing me
As I still can't remember most of the robots' name






Actually
DOM is one of the most anticipating movie after Fast Five
Steven Spielberg is an old man
But he is still amazing in filming field
Until
I can purchase the tickets 5 days earlier
But at the end I did not watch due to biopsy
And
Buy again to watch today, both for 3D


Perhaps
The plot itself that drags down the ratings
Making Fast Five still as the most impressive movie for me




Plot
I did not know how the first one is. But I only remember some robots fighting in Egypt. The plot for second one is totally unorganized. For this time, I would say, the plot is more organized and well plan. It is the same idea as X-men: First Class by using US and also Russia as the setting. However, the plot is quite not original. It seems that it is the same as Thor, Green Lantern, Tron: Legacy whereby there is a material that can connect two different world. But, glad to see that Michael Bay is using earth and moon as two different environment, that makes it more logic. I would not talk about the whole plot here, but I would say the ending would be the sign, which both Shia Labeouf and Michael Bay would not go for another sequel. And, yeah, it should not be since Megatrons, Cybetrons all are destroyed.




Cast
It is good to see Shia Labeouf again. He is one of the cute actor I have seen in Hollywood (OK, he is not tall, but not short as well). In Indiana Jones 4, he keeps combing his hair. In Eagle Eye, he is forced by a computerizing system to do something illegal. Wall Street: Money Never Sleeps, I am still yet to watch. Transformer I should be showing Sam Witwicky as a secondary school boy, Revenge of Fallen as college boy and now, he is turning into a mature guy seeking for work. It's glad to see not much "childish look" in his acting. Meanwhile, Rosie Huntington-Whiteley as Carly is quite ok in her acting, even though there are still much of improvement. Well, she is as sexy as Megan Fox.








Screenplay, Cinematography and Digital 3D Effects
The plot is moderate, but both the screenplay and cinematography are just awesome. The 3D effects work excellently on those Autobots and Decepticons. The fighting scenes are screened slowly, so that you could see clearly each part. Even some computer generating scenes look real. For this episode, many robots are introduced. The best part should be one of the Decepticons, Shockwave that drills the building when Sam, Carly and other soldiers are there. The effects will just make you "wowwwwwww..." That is it. 195 mil is worthwhile in these three aspects I would say.






Soundtracks and Scores
Remember to differentiate these two terms. Soundtracks can be only musics or songs but scores only mean musics only. The soundtracks used are 13 of them but I think I only hear "Iridescent" by Linkin Park and "All That You Are" by Goo Goo Dolls. After searching in WIKI, only know that most of them are not used. The cutting edition for "Iridescent" is awesome. It is used five times in the movie, including the beginning of the credits. Scores composed by Steve Jablonsky is amazing as well. Most of the scores are more to emotional style, suiting the entire movie.








Messages
Some professional pan the film as being noisy and low class, but do they really look into the movie? Is the movie only presenting the battle between the robots? No. The main message is spoken out by Optimus Prime:


You may lose faith in us, but never in yourself


That makes the perfect of the film.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Instinct

Just now I saw a pair of lovers are cycling together
They smiled together
It was so sweet
When will be my turn for that?
My instinct tells me, not yet for now


Today
I smile into clinic
But
I stress out from clinic
Because
I am going to have another biopsy
Tomorrow


I always have faith and confidence in what Dr.Lim said
Back to last year
After doing a small test before any biopsy
He has feeling, that it is malignant
And
I am also having the strong feel that
It is, as I can't see so clearly anything to back to study
Back to today, just now
He has feeling, that it is less likely
And
He asks me whether to do a biopsy or not
I do not know why
I just agree to
My instinct asks me to do it
But at the same time
My instinct tells me
Everything will just be fine
As now, I have plans and can see clearly what is going to happen to me in next semester immediately

But
It is impossible to feel worry
This time
I am not worry the recurrent
I am sad over other thing

One, I just can't lose for another time
Two, I can't let my sister to lose for another 30K
Three, I do not want to repeat the same treatment
Four, I do not have any time for the same thing
Five, I do not want to extend another semester
Six, well, I can't lose anymore, again
But I know
A single bad cell will just sufficient to let me collapse again
Better than any weapons used in war

But
The stress felling isn't the same as last year
When I am diagnosed with NPC
The feel lost by itself
My instinct is just telling me three words
"Everything is fine"
Ya, I think everything will just fine
Ya, I will win


Saturday, June 25, 2011

Movie Holic with Daddy!

Hey, guess what?
My dad asks me to buy his cinema ticket as well
Wow
It is the first time my dad volunteers to watch movie together with me
What a lovely time on this Wednesday yeah!
It is good to watch with dad
Dad will use his heart
To watch movie from beginning till the end
Without missing any part
To appreciate
What a writer is trying to tell us
I still remember
When I watched Inception with him
He said
Only when you use heart to concentrate over the movie
You will understand the whole story
And
The messages that Inception is trying to point out
Good… Time to go datings with dad
Just can’t wait these few days to pass faster


Well
Hope the follow up treatment would be good as well
Yeah
I am having faith and confident as well

有个她

可能是最近太得空了
所以想了很多东西


开始想了
如何安排自己延长的一个学期
自己毕业后的出路
策划工作供车供屋子
甚至是建立自己 家园
想想几下好像想到三四十岁的东西了
然后就突然想起之前对于她的承诺

其实再想之前
发现最近总是会SMS向她说晚安
发现最近总是会找她聊天
发现最近总是有东西就想和她分享
今天
我幻想了很多
我希望在接下来的学期
能够为学业继续奋斗的当儿
能够有个她与我一起奋斗
能够有个她与我在下午的时候一起跑步
能够有个她与我空闲时逛逛街
能够有个她与我打羽毛球
能够有个她与我吃饭聊天




然后我就肯定了自己的感觉与想法
再也不拖泥带水
向她坦白
或许她觉得很唐突
或许她会很害怕
之前的东西会重演
那是因为之前
我还在学习
我在学习处理
或许那时处理得不够成熟吧


就像今天
看到她没上线
有点不习惯
其实
我有个秘密
就是我为她设计的RC
已经被我方在RC的论坛

看到某位朋友发“沟通”的意思
没有沟怎么通呢?
我说过顺其自然
我说过让时间证明
但我了解到不是光等就可以
反正现在已经确定了、认真了
就坦然说出来
当然不是为了哄她
而是像她说的
就是把脚步放在一起
迎头赶上
总也不可以让她继续光等
我在另一边也呆着等啊


这次在面子书确定了
朋友都来恭喜了
都是次要
最重要的是
我迈进了一大步
她也接受了
我们俩都是在学习处理关系
希望我们俩真的会有美好的将来
我相信会的

不过
我担心一个东西
如果我Master完了
回槟城工作
会怎么样呢
要如何维持良好的关系呢

她害怕
我担心
我相信
彼此的信任
胜于一切

在此
我衷心地向她说五个字
第一“对不起”
之前我不善于处理
所以大家都受了伤害
第二“谢谢”
感激你对于我的信任


动物园
一定去的
嗯~

Friday, June 24, 2011

Shit! Shit! Shit!

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Want to watch Transformers also cannot!
You don't want me to susah payah come out twice
I already say Wednesday OK
I can let out a step
Why you cannot???
Ishhh!!!
Who ask Nibong Tebal got no cinema?!

Shit!
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Spoil my mood!

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Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Losing Gear

Listening to musics
Perhaps is another great way to relax and release stress

But
How to enjoy yourself most towards musics?
Besides the types of your favorite musics
It should be the choice of speakers



Today
My Sonic Gear’s speakers have lose their powerful gear
I remember when the time I buy it
The sounds are amazing
The designs are adorable
The price is reasonable
It has become my top choice of speakers and headphones
It has also become my top choice to recommend to friends
Yes, all my friends love and buy one too

But
I am not going to recommend it anymore
The bass system seems to lose already
It maybe the problem of the wire
But I do open it
Seeing all the chips but to no avail
However, clicking the power off and on again
The bass returns
And it losses again after 2 songs
The bass system is important
Without it, you may know there is a mass difference in the songs you are listening to
Perhaps RM55 may only provide a-two-year quality for you
As such, I have nothing to say
Well
It is heartbreaking since the designs of SG’s speakers are cute and adorable
However
The condition now is really pissing me off
(OK, now I know it is Singapore Company)
It costs RM50 to repair it
And needs to be sent to Sunway Damansara
The cost of repairing tells me to buy a new one, better







Until yesterday
At Lowyat’s Forum
I am seeing many users are recommending Edifier
I come across with P3060
It looks as adorable as my current speakers
It also contains USB port and stereo port
It also contains a 2.1 (OK, I am not really expert in this) something like that
But it costs RM180+
Well, time to save money for it

Review: 

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Love Yourself

Before learning to love others
First and the most important thing is
To love yourself


It is not easy for God to create us
It is not easy too for you to have the chance to be human
To see the world
To taste the delicious food
To listen to amazing musics
To smell the nice aroma
To think brilliantly

You are chosen by the God to be human
And so
You are responsible to love yourself
As to love and to appreciate what God
Has given you


People that always say
"I hate myself"
"I am stupid"
Are those that do not love themselves
If you hate yourself
Why don't you just give up the life
And kill yourself
If you hate yourself
It also means you hate God for creating you
It also means you hate your parents for bringing you to the Earth
If you say you are stupid
Why you still know how to brush teeth everyday
Why you still know how to eat everyday
Why you still know how to speak everyday
Why you still able to get into university
There is no stupid person in this world
Only when you say you are stupid
You are stupid
But when you get bad results
You feel sad and do not say yourself stupid
Then you are not stupid

Appreciate yourself
Love yourself
The key to love others
If you do not love yourself
No one will love you


Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Byebye 8218!

Yesterday should have been one of the saddest moment in
Daddy's life
His own car (He pays on his own) is officially sold
Well
It is quite sad
As all of us have many great memories with the old pineapple engine
I still remember 
I go to the school everyday
With that car
When I am young
But now
He has left us
Everything has become
Our memories
Good bye, 8218!










Cheer Up, Big Sis

Today
Just now
Something happens
My nephew lost his Identity Card
As he puts in his friend's bag
Which the bag is robbed

Big Sis
Is damn angry
Well indeed I would be angry too
Losing of IC is a big problem
Not talking this
The main problem is
He breaks his promise to Big Sis
For sneaking out the whole week

Poor Big Sis
Just comes back happily from Beijing Trip
And now
She needs to be tension again
Why my nephew
Cannot let her to be happy a while
Why my nephew cannot understand
Her hard work for the family
Her care
And the responsibility she is taking
To look after mum?

I cannot help much
But I hope
This tiny smile picture
Will let her smile for a moment ^^

迷失

今天
她一直为自己的那件事而内疚
责怪自己
让我觉得
更加愧疚
如果要追踪事情的原点
或许
我就是那个点
那些发泄的文章
更令我领悟
我就是那个伤害的污点



她说再也没勇气面对我
或许
她朋友说得对
我们是没有好结果的
现在的她
或许
因为我
也失去了以前的她
或许
因为我
她负担很重
或许
因为我太慢了
处理这些事情还是第一次
一点都不成熟
或许
我真的很衰
或许或许或许... ...



我不懂她是否决定结束一切
如果她要结束
或许对我来说
是坏事
或许对她来说
是好事
她的任何决定
我都一一遵从
如果
结束这一段关系
牺牲了我
把最不好、最坏的留给我
她能够寻找回以前的她
我说
我愿意
虽然那代价很大



也许
这是第一次
我什么都不懂
我很多地方做得不好
也许
抛弃我
是明智的选择
也许
衰的我
根本不值得她去在乎

无论最终怎样
是结束?是放弃?
我真的很想看回以前的她
不要让她像现在这样压力
再伤心
再流泪


Monday, June 6, 2011

Happy Biko Bak Zhang Day

OK, today is Bak Zhang Day
Sorry
As I do not know the real English Name for it
But I know it is a day to eat bak zhang only
Hehehe
Happy Bak Zhang Day to all my friends and family!!!





Bak Zhang from aunty ^^