Saturday, August 27, 2011

Brainless

In this world, some people purposely try to make you piss off. When you are angry they are more delighted. The best way to get rid of them is not to feel angry, but just make something to let ourselves forget.


Today I met two. Fortunately, Kwan Jou was with me and I realized what he said is correct. “It is better to forget some of the unnecessary people we know during secondary school.”


Case I: Road Connecting KTM
While going to Jusco at Seberang Prai City, there is a road whereby the train system is connecting to the vehicle road. I stop my car just a distance from the railway but there is a Malay’s car behind keep honing me. I just ignore him because it is false to stop on the railway. Kwan Jou asks me why not getting forward, I tell him the reason. I just stop and let him keep honing. “So what? Like my sister says all of us are paying road taxes. If you want to be fast, just drive out your car, and fly out. Keep honing will not make you faster, uncle.” I think. Then, Kwan Jou has an idea. He asks me to drive over the railway. This is an evil plan rather. Do you know why. My car is smaller, so for sure it will surpass the railway. The car behind is so rushing, his car is bigger and at the end his car will stuck in the middle of railway. So, I do it, I drive and stop. The car moves but he does not dare to drive forward or he will block the railway. At the end, he stops honing yet he still needs to stop his car. It is funny right? Why we need to rush? Is it because of fasting? No, it is 3:30pm only. So, just be tolerating. If you are rushing then why you are bother to follow a traffic jam route? The brainless uncle, I think, get screwed with me and Kwan Jou for being naughty and not easily get bullied.




Case II: Worldwide Movie Gross List
It is hilarious to hear; even a movie gross list can make a people being silly right? I am scolded by people a four letter word “SUCK” for posting thing that he does not like. Ridiculous. Well some of my friends know that I always keep tracking on Box Office Performance. It is not wrong right? It is only my hobby. That’s all. Being a fans of Transformers, not wrong right? But I am scolded SUCK because of this. Ridiculous again. Then what kind of movie should I be the fans for not being called suck? It all actually begins like this. Many people do not like Michael Bay because of the plot of his movie is just common. Well, for me, it is not fair for him. He is a director, because of the failure of the plot of Revenge of the Fallen, and then he is destined as the worst director? Please, there is even more and more rubbish directors outside. He may not be the best director, but I am anticipated by his way of directing and the effect plus improvement he has done in the final installment, and that’s why I love the movie. So is it wrong and I am considered SUCK? So, all of the Transformers fans are SUCK? I have many friends in Box Office Mojo Forum that are professional in predicting box office performance. It is just an interest, so is it again considered SUCK? We make an analysis on DOM’s Box Office. The highest is at 950mil worldwide. Today DOM is ranking Number 5 on Worldwide Chart with 1.1bil. Everyone in the forum is amazed by its performance. Yes, you might say it is because of inflation. However, the prediction with consideration of inflation is only at 950mil max. Who will even predict it breaks 1bil and then breaking Return of the King’s overseas gross and now breaking 1.1bil? We are amazed by its number. Thus, I share it on Facebook, because I am fans, I am fascinated by its performance. So is it SUCK again? It is called SUCK I post such thing on Facebook? I want to post what with my Facebook account, does it need your permission? That fellow comes and says it can do it because of inflation. Yes I am agree but still the number is awesome, performance is far better than what we are predicting, and so the studios. Then he comes out with, “Can it beat Godfathers?” I do not know what is Godfathers, so I ask him but he does not answer my question. Thus, I ask him personally. Then he says Al Pacino and Marlon Brando. I really do not know who are they. I google only I know. Is it wrong if I do not know them? Is it SUCK if I do not know them? But I still try to improve myself – Oh, I do not know this, I ask, I google, now I know, fine. Then, that fellow scolds me stating that I love the worldwide list so much. This is not love, this is an interest to survey the box office performance list. Yes, I am agreeing with the list, because it is an official Box Office List, why not? Is it wrong? It is SUCK? I am said RIDICULOUS and SUCK for agreeing. I have the right to choose to AGREE and do I need to ask you? If you do not like and do not agree the post I make, just ignore or delete it. Besides, you can find me and talk personally with a COURTEOUS way or remove me from friend. Here is the full dialogue:


Fellow: Your list is ridiculous. I know you don’t make them, but stop loving them.


Me: Oh I think u r misunderstanding. This is not loving. Just sharing... LOL


Fellow: But you're agreeing with it. Thats why you share it and you never even HEARD of Marlon Brando.


Me: Yes I am agree, and so...


Fellow: Then you suck.


Me: What’s the big deal?


Well I do not want to argue with him. A Box Office List only, why he feels like being offended? Does the list harm your Godfathers? No. I agree with what you say I agree with the list. It is a ranking, why not? But I totally dissatisfied with the word SUCK. If you are offended by the list, then just go and scold those movie creators, scold those people that spend money to watch movie in cinema, scold those support original, because they are IDIOT. Yes, I am IDIOT to be legally supporting original, and SUCK some more right? You are Godfather because you can make a movie grossing more than Avatar right? Then go ahead with your SUCK word. You are my ex-secondary schoolmate, but sorry I do not know you at all and I never know you too. So, I just BLOCK you to make my mood better, rather than angry, harming my own body fighting over the SUCK. BLOCKING YOU DOES NOT HARM ME AT ALL.


But, the word SUCK is being said out and I am the one being offended innocently. FUCK, I just do not want to say out the word. I still can talk to you nicely until you say me SUCK. Been patient but you are too much, so sorry to say I am cruel to BLOCK you. Well, I think you would also do not care. So, why do I care. BLOCK, finish!


The decision of me for not attending any Form 5 gathering is because some of my friends have changed, as boastful as the fellow above. Just like Kwan Jou says. I agree. I study Biochemistry, in local university, and a common subject and I cannot be a billionaire, but so what? Boast can make you earn more? You would get prize? You would get happiness? SILLY…


Perhaps I should learn BSW says GO AWAY! This is my life, who are you to say me SUCK?

Thursday, August 25, 2011

我最失败

他妈的
人家Comment而已嘛
每次遇到那种Status就讲男朋友不好
我都没承认
也知道说的不是我
每次没看好好
就以为我自认
真他妈的
好啦
我真的很不好咯
换别的咯
最讨厌整天都来这句
女朋友多不好
我都尽量认为是好的
也不会不爽就发在面子书
说:“我的女朋友不好的”
人家情侣都没这样
她还是第一个咯

本来纯粹发帖
没什么的
就是看到“男朋友不好”
就有点不开心
我没承认自己很好到哪里去
人没有十全十美
只是
总是发帖就写这句
不吵也要吵咯

这次删除不是掩饰
只是想停止争吵
现在你自己讲不要去动物园
好咯,我记起来
我可以和其他人去
你不要到时说我放飞机
说又被伤害
我没守诺言

他妈的
都没想要吵
爽就吵
叫你早睡你都没有
托你帮小忙就嫌麻烦
帮人家设计就静静没投诉人家
他妈的
我很失败
我最失败了
算了
算了
算了

去写部客啦
你的最爱
写来写去
又是写男朋友不好不好咯
是咯
失败的男朋友
成功的女朋友咯

我最失败
全世界最失败
最不好的男朋友
谢谢你的奖项
我认领了

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

说话


这几天
心情有点起伏不定
还好
前几天出去走走
总算也避开了身边的吵吵闹闹与烦恼
但也就只不过那三天而已

原来
要改变一个人是多么难
其中一位男性朋友
比我烦就算了
比我妈妈烦10倍就真的很够力
两年前认识他
可以说几乎每天都会找我
不是SMS就是面子书
不是面子书就是打电话
内容还可以是
100句话没一个重点
还真的怀疑他是不是喜欢上我
还真的是比我的女朋友还缠身
话说那几天出去走走
已经警告这家伙不要找我
还在我看电影的时候打电话来吵我
真不知好歹那天我爆发了
直接面子书删除他
只不过最后心情好给他机会
让他加回我
否则遇到我残忍的时候你就知道
然而
这家伙还死性不改
真是本性难移江山易改啊!


昨天
我有很多话想向她说
不过她没上线
看到她上线后
突然又没有那种想说的感觉
可能是很疲累吧
昨晚真的睡到像死猪这样
当她问我有什么想说
我就向她说没什么东西好说只是想谈天
只不过现在想玩游戏了
其实我也说明我没东西想说了
她也不懂怎么误解在那里等我说话
最后吵起来了
说以后别找她说话
今天也一样
说以后别找她说话
其实我真的有点被伤害的感觉
想找人说话
人没上线当然过后就会少了那一份兴致
这不是重点
重点是为什么这两天的她又是有点让我感觉“赌气”呢?
或许沟通上真的是有点问题
问题不在于不像情侣
问题在于不够了解对方说话的意思
我没怎么样
我生气很快就会好的
也很快和人说起话来
所以我不怎么担心
只担心她到底在想什么
不爽就:“不要找我说话”
只因你是女友
第一个当然找你说话
不然找“男朋友”?

其实
我觉得当我的另一半也挺可悲的
因为我的原则对身边的人一视同仁
比方说
我看电影的时候
不要人家SMS打电话骚扰
不只是朋友在内,家人在内
女朋友也一样没情说
这就是我
喜欢与不喜欢的东西是公平对待每一个人
没有特殊的

今天在此
让你更坦白了解我
只希望
以后我找你说话
别再说不找你
那感觉真的很像分手
你知道吗?



Monday, August 8, 2011

沟通

真的很不喜欢
见到身边的人总是不开心
尤其是她

我宁可
她那位朋友
嘴巴少一点
或者不存在
没了那句话
就没有她的乱想
就没有她的忧虑我的烦恼
难听来说
那朋友
真多事
(开玩笑的啦)


她说我们的沟通不像情侣
我就搜一搜网站
看看那里有什么不对可以修改的
发现
虽然电话短讯固然重要
但未必每一天或时时刻刻都需要的
那里的人解释
除非她觉得缺乏安全感于我
就会有这样的要求
不然
只要心存对方
这最简单的举动已经足够了

其实
大家开始不就那么短短的一个月多
加上还没遇到时间碰上面
难免会有这样“朋友关系”的感觉
执着的朝不好一方想
执着的朝“我们好像真的很像朋友罢了”想
倒不如想,还有一个月可以见面了
还有一个月可以一起出街
那些即将发生的甜甜蜜蜜
不就会让自己更开心更好过嘛?
我只想你开心
所以不想让你往不好的一方去想
我自己早在表白前
已经考虑到距离问题
但我相信我能做到你能做到
沟通难免困难点
但是才刚开始
一切都要慢慢来
慢慢习惯
不是马上就说
哦,我们天天都要像“情侣”般联系
关系好不容易才习惯下来
沟通当然也需要点时间
要不然人生要那么多时间来干什么呀?
(打电话短讯固然重要,但不要像我朋友般上课不停按手机,成绩也一落千丈,但我们俩应该不会,嗯!)


这一个月
我相信我在满怀期待的当儿
你也一样充满惊喜地期待
不要环绕于感觉会不会消失
只是像朋友般的关系一方想

或许少打电话和短讯
MSNSkype不是我的作风
所以让你误解借口多多
所以
我向你抱歉
因为这就是我
我确实真的不喜欢用这些东西
之前就有朋友这样
让我觉得很烦
我当然不希望你沦落成为一分子


911
我就破例和你Webcam啦,嘿嘿!